Sometimes it feels we have a lot to loose.
Sometimes we think we will become subjects of pity and comment. Sometimes we
simply expect to disappoint ourselves. All those reasons hold us back from getting
things started.
In fact, these are mere excuses, as people
try to convince themselves there is no point in even trying. It is a rule I
observed applicable to different aspects of life: job applications, travelling,
entering or escaping relationships, making radical life choices. As far as one
can understand human concerns and the unsettling uncertainty that accompanies
every new venture, I’d rather think of it as a thrill, an excitement. The
moment the first step is made and thoughts are put into action, the fear
suddenly disappears, giving place to anticipation and satisfaction. If life is
in its large part consisting of trivial activities, trying to elevate it
with a dose of courage can transform our entire experience.
I remember my father asking me: ‘Life
is putting a lot of constraints on us already, why would you add another one
which is your mind?’ Those words still resonate within, as I realised sometimes
we are our own worst enemy. I think an act is the most powerful reply to any
doubt. The only way to change the status quo rather than escaping it. To
flee means to come back, sooner or later. If for one brief moment we become oblivious of voices and glimpses reaching
our heart, we will be finally able to listen and look on our own, independently
and boldly.
